Tuesday, May 16, 2006

just a few of my favorite QUOTES!! :)

“It is better to be hated for what you are,
than to be loved for who you aren’t.”

“Be yourself.
Don’t take anyone’s shit,
and never let them take you alive!”

“Is this hell,
or is this a test
to see if we are worthy enough
for something better?”

“It doesn’t matter what you did in the past,
it matters what you are going to do in the future.”
A video to really enjoy!
a must see!!
tell me if you like it!
TORI
Just click on the picture below and it shall take you there (to see it)!

http://www.zippyvideos.com/5909219023197976/me_again/
GHOST OF YOU....


I never, said I'd lie and wait forever
If I died we'd be together now
I can't always just forget her
But she could try

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever...

Ever...
Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies!

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

If I fall...
If I fall...
Down

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I....
Should I?!?!?!?!
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna.....

-Gerard
Same Here" >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Deep in the midths of her thoughts
trying to make sense of things.
She stares at her reflection
stuggling to figure out what was wrong.
The bathroom, a comfortable place.

Siting alone on his bed
trying to think of what he'd said.
He stares at the ceiling
stuggling to figure out his feelings.
the bedroom, a comfortable place.

Looking down into the water
walking through her thoughts
watching the ripples in the sink.
No one would care
she thought.

Stepping onto the floor
walking through his thoughts
turning the music up loud.
No one would hear
he thought.

Opening the medicine cabinet
she examines the contents.
Eyeing her best friend
going back a few years.
It's small, but meaningful.

Opening the over-stuffed drawer
looking for his gift.
The memories of a single object
passed down to him.
It's unique, but meaningful.

Probably bought at the dollar store
simple but effective.
She turns over to the tub
standing over the ledge.
She looks down.

Given as a birthday gift
unique handle carvings.
He walks over to the bathroom
turns on the light.
He walks in.

She stops, thinking
steps into the tub
sitting there, fully dressed.
She plugs the drain
turns on the water.

He turns, closing the door
walks over to the tub
turning on the water.
He plugs up the drain
stepping into the water.

Thinking, why?
Craddling her best friend.
It's time.
The tub flowing over.
The water changes color.

Thinking, how?
Gripping his airloom.
It's time.
The tub flowing over.
The water changes color.

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

A while later they retuen.
No one in sight.
They stop, listen.
Taking another bath maybe.

Soon after he returns.
Work day over, no one around.
He hears the music turned up loud.
Upset again? Now what?

They walk in the house
calling her name.
Walking into the hall.
They look down...

He yells to him
'Turn the music down!'
Walking toward his room
he looks down...

Walking to the bathroom
calling her name.
No Answer.

Stomping to the bathroom
yelling his name.
No Answer.

They open the door...

He opens the door...

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

"I knew him little
he was a good kid."

"I met her once
very polite girl."

"What happened?"

"Same here."

"I'm sorry!"

Monday, May 15, 2006

MAKING NEW FRIENDS.....

There is this guy that I am friends with at school right!?!he is a really cool person, I think. I don’t know what it is about him, he is really quiet, but he’s fun. One of my good friends likes him a lot, but they don’t know each other. They don’t even know OF each other. I like him, he’s cool. I like making him smile. It’s cute! It was funny, I didn’t know who the hell he was, I just went over and started talking to him. He was sitting alone after school one day, and I thought, what the heck. So I went over and made him get chocolate with me and another friend of mine. Oh, wait... I talked to him the day before that. Ok, it was actually pretty funny. He was outside waiting for his ride, Theresa and I were outside being pests as usual. I told her that she should come to my house. Then I turned to him and said that he should come over too. Yea, it probably sounds stupid, but it was kinda funny! But yea, he is a really fun guy. I like who he is, quiet or not. Now everyone, SMILE :) !!